Life's been pretty insane around here.
Ive still got my boyfriend, who is the only one who can keep me sane through all this crazy shit.
Schools finally out, which took forever. I despise that place.
But next year will be nice. Taking a whole lot of new interesting courses, which im looking forward to.
My family life's been falling apart though... not been fun. My father had a heart attack, and now has a hernia in his stomach... all i know is its dangerous... my moms in D.C. Sunday-Friday night every week trying to support us... Its just hard.
I turn 16 in 4 days! That'll be nice. Get to start driving, and working. Take some of the stress off my mom finally. I'll hopefully be able to support myself for the most part. she wont have to worry as much.
I really haven't been drawing much. After drawing when i was sad for so long... every time i draw, even when im happy i get sad. Its hard enough to stay happy through all this.. i don't really want to just feel that depression anymore. so i guess im just taking a break from it all for a bit.
I don't know what the hell is going on with guard. I'm apparently captain.. when the hell did that happen? Our fag band director quit (finally!) and apparently we have a new one... but i don't know to much about him. i hear hes good though. still no word on guard coaches though. all i know is im not writing the show again... that was fucking hard! i have a lot more respect for the coaches after doing that. its not an easy job at all.
I am applying to Michael's though. Hopefully that'll keep me intertwined in the art community. How awesome would it be to work there? I cant wait to apply. It'll be beyond great.
So yeah. Thats my update. Family life is falling apart, and the only thing keeping me sane is the most amazing boy in the world. its been 8 months... how crazy is that? and it feels like ive known him forever. its just perfect. but yeah.
So i hope you're all doing okay over there... still enjoying my art and random other things. Leave a comment telling me what youve been up to. I'd love to hear.